So this evening I decided to watch "The Queens Cousins" and never in my life have I been more angry. Her cousins are mentally disabled and they just denied them. When one of them died no one came to the funeral. The queen mother was some kind of giant donator to men cap but she wouldn't go and see her cousins. You know what? That is disgusting! As a British citizen I am meant to think the world of the royal family...well I don't. Not when they treat their own family like that.
The very view that people had of the mentally I'll make me furious to the point of almost seeing red! That these homes could treat sweet innocent people like this while druggies get the best treatment! It's still like this today a lot really. People always mock those who are disabled. They have no choice! They don't get to make the decision of weather or not to have this disease! Look at the Victorians! They had their stupid little snuff boxes stuffed full of cocaine, their pipes full of opium! Did they get judged?! NO! But people with disabilities did, they would get locked away from the world or just abandoned! Their own mothers wouldn't want them. This fills me with so much saddness that it is very much like that today. That people can test while the child is still in the womb weather or not they will be disabled physically or mentally and then have the option to terminate that pregnancy. Perhaps if you didn't want the child you shouldn't have gotten pregnant in the first place. Even if you wanted a baby you can't just change your mind, it's still a child. It is still your child.
I think of my brother and how much he got bullied and how difficult he finds things sometimes and how much crud he got! Just because he was different. Through no fault of his own he was different, he has tourrettes and NO not the swearing all the time thing. The ticks and the anger and the lack of concentration is his. He had the worst case in Britain at the age of 9. When people judge him it makes me so angry because they don't understand what a struggle it is for him. It is not fun watching your big brother struggle. People think tourettes is this hilarious thing! They think the same of OCD and it's really not and it makes me so angry that people can mock those who are different through no fault of their own.
The punk movement, now widely celebrated for being so "revolutionary" and different. Where is that praise for those who are naturally different? I don't quite see the difference. Difference is difference and how it can be celebrated in one area but not in the other baffles me. I know that a disability is not something to be celebrated but neither should someone with the difficulties be ridiculed. Where is there cosmo edition full of them saying how cool it is to be different? How amazing it is?
There isn't one.
When I say celebrated I don't mean balloons and party hats, I mean appreciation and respect for these people.
Thursday, 17 November 2011
Saturday, 11 December 2010
YOUR GUY SIDE:
[X] You love hoodies
[X] You love jeans
[X] Dogs are better than cats
[X] Sometimes its hilarious when people get hurt (If they're being idiots and that's why they hurt themselves then yes, of course!)
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an XBOX 360
[X] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[X] You own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[X] You watch sports on TV (Not always but sometimes)
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball hats
[X] You used to collect yugioh, pokemon, or sports cards
[ ] You like wearing sweatpants
[X] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] Sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[X] You sleep at night with your socks on
Total = 12
YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[X] You like to shop
[X] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black
[X] You like going to the mall
[X] You like wearing jewelry
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook
[X] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[X] You don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[X] It takes you around an hour or longer to shower and get dressed
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[X] You care about what you look like
[X] You like wearing dresses/skirts when you can
[X] You wear body spray/perfume
[ ] You constantly say "like"
[ ] You like to wear high heel shoes
[X]You used to play with dolls as a kid
[X] You like putting makeup on others
[ ] You like being the star of almost everything
[X] Pink is one of your favorite colors
Total = 14
LOL! Only just more girly xD
[X] You love hoodies
[X] You love jeans
[X] Dogs are better than cats
[X] Sometimes its hilarious when people get hurt (If they're being idiots and that's why they hurt themselves then yes, of course!)
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] Shopping is torture
[ ] Sad movies suck
[ ] You own an XBOX 360
[X] You played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[X] You own/owned a DS, PS2, or Sega
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[X] You watch sports on TV (Not always but sometimes)
[ ] Gory movies are cool
[ ] You go to your dad for advice
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball hats
[X] You used to collect yugioh, pokemon, or sports cards
[ ] You like wearing sweatpants
[X] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] Sports are fun
[ ] you talk with food in your mouth
[X] You sleep at night with your socks on
Total = 12
YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[X] You like to shop
[X] You wear eyeliner
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black
[X] You like going to the mall
[X] You like wearing jewelry
[ ] You cried watching The Notebook
[X] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[X] You don't like the movie Star Wars
[ ] You are/were in gymnastics
[X] It takes you around an hour or longer to shower and get dressed
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[X] You care about what you look like
[X] You like wearing dresses/skirts when you can
[X] You wear body spray/perfume
[ ] You constantly say "like"
[ ] You like to wear high heel shoes
[X]You used to play with dolls as a kid
[X] You like putting makeup on others
[ ] You like being the star of almost everything
[X] Pink is one of your favorite colors
Total = 14
LOL! Only just more girly xD
Saturday, 27 November 2010
The Mentally Ill quiz
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting you"
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.
TOTAL: 4
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own saliva.
TOTAL: 9
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 10
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.
TOTAL: 12
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
TOTAL: 16
[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means.
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin
GRAND TOTAL: 24
Now, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
And re-post as: I am 96% mentally ill
I see...hmm...
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting you"
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.
TOTAL: 4
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own saliva.
TOTAL: 9
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 10
[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.
TOTAL: 12
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
TOTAL: 16
[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means.
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin
GRAND TOTAL: 24
Now, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
And re-post as: I am 96% mentally ill
I see...hmm...
Thursday, 4 November 2010
Song thing....
The weather outside is...My Hero - Foo Fighters (xD Works quite well)
I feel like...Three Nill - Slipknot
I would really love to...Ignorance - Paramore (Ignorance is bliss as they say :D)
No one can stop me from...Give 'Em Hell, Kid - My Chemical Romance
Today I will... Liar - Mumford and Sons (Well I don't think I will)
Love is like...Pulse Of The Maggots - Slipknot
I would call myself...Crawling - Linkin Park
I've never been to...A New Argentina - Evita sound track (LOL!)
If I were a...Dust Bowl Dance - Mumford and Sons
Never forget to...A New Beginning - Good Charlotte (Kinda makes sense...)
Noone believes me when...I write sins not tragedies - Panic! At the Disco (xD fits so well!)
I would never...Encoder - Pendulum
I could see myself...What a catch, Donnie - Fall Out Boy
I'm as fun as...Schizophrenic Conversations - Staind
I wish...Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World
He will never understand why...All I wanted - Paramore (The line in the song is 'All I Wanted Was you' that fits better really...)
I'm nearly...Killing me - Skindred (With Stress that is xD)
I want to see...Nine In The Afternoon - Panic At The Disco
At night time...Photograph - Nickelback
My fashion sense is...Unsaid - The Fray (So true! xD)
I cry when...Gossip - You Me At Six
The most annoying thing is...Children Of The Night - The Blackout
The moon is...Echelon - 30 Seconds To Mars
I get tired when...A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars
I lack...When You Were Young - The Killers
I'm so absorbing in...A Flat - Staind
I should be...Closer - Kings Of Leon
I can't seem to forget... Lullaby - Creed
Where in the world is...Fill Me Up - Staind
I don't want to hear...Higher Ground - Red Hot Chili Peppers (I really don't! I hate this song!)
Don't give up on...Mountains - Biffy Clyro
I should give up on...Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco
I want to be...Mmm mmm mmm - Crash Test Dummies (xD hahahahaha!)
I like alot of...Naive - The Kooks
I often think about...The Truth Is A Terrible Thing - You Me At Six
I don't understand why...As Dust Dances 2/15ths - Biffy Clyro
Guys are...Hurrican - 30 Seconds To Mars (So true...)
Girls go to...Safter To Hate Her - You Me At Six
I'm in trouble for...Another Suitcase In Another Hall - Evita Soundtrack (xD lol it works!)
Candy is for...A Day In The Life - The Beatles
Take me to...Breaking The Girl - Red Hot Chili Peppers
All I've ever cared about was...I'm Not Okay (I promise) - My Chemical Romance
Take me away from...My Bloody Valentine - Good Charlotte
The worst possible thing is...Decaydance Lullaby - Panic At The Disco (Not Panic! They're the best D:)
I feel like...Three Nill - Slipknot
I would really love to...Ignorance - Paramore (Ignorance is bliss as they say :D)
No one can stop me from...Give 'Em Hell, Kid - My Chemical Romance
Today I will... Liar - Mumford and Sons (Well I don't think I will)
Love is like...Pulse Of The Maggots - Slipknot
I would call myself...Crawling - Linkin Park
I've never been to...A New Argentina - Evita sound track (LOL!)
If I were a...Dust Bowl Dance - Mumford and Sons
Never forget to...A New Beginning - Good Charlotte (Kinda makes sense...)
Noone believes me when...I write sins not tragedies - Panic! At the Disco (xD fits so well!)
I would never...Encoder - Pendulum
I could see myself...What a catch, Donnie - Fall Out Boy
I'm as fun as...Schizophrenic Conversations - Staind
I wish...Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World
He will never understand why...All I wanted - Paramore (The line in the song is 'All I Wanted Was you' that fits better really...)
I'm nearly...Killing me - Skindred (With Stress that is xD)
I want to see...Nine In The Afternoon - Panic At The Disco
At night time...Photograph - Nickelback
My fashion sense is...Unsaid - The Fray (So true! xD)
I cry when...Gossip - You Me At Six
The most annoying thing is...Children Of The Night - The Blackout
The moon is...Echelon - 30 Seconds To Mars
I get tired when...A Beautiful Lie - 30 Seconds To Mars
I lack...When You Were Young - The Killers
I'm so absorbing in...A Flat - Staind
I should be...Closer - Kings Of Leon
I can't seem to forget... Lullaby - Creed
Where in the world is...Fill Me Up - Staind
I don't want to hear...Higher Ground - Red Hot Chili Peppers (I really don't! I hate this song!)
Don't give up on...Mountains - Biffy Clyro
I should give up on...Time To Dance - Panic! At The Disco
I want to be...Mmm mmm mmm - Crash Test Dummies (xD hahahahaha!)
I like alot of...Naive - The Kooks
I often think about...The Truth Is A Terrible Thing - You Me At Six
I don't understand why...As Dust Dances 2/15ths - Biffy Clyro
Guys are...Hurrican - 30 Seconds To Mars (So true...)
Girls go to...Safter To Hate Her - You Me At Six
I'm in trouble for...Another Suitcase In Another Hall - Evita Soundtrack (xD lol it works!)
Candy is for...A Day In The Life - The Beatles
Take me to...Breaking The Girl - Red Hot Chili Peppers
All I've ever cared about was...I'm Not Okay (I promise) - My Chemical Romance
Take me away from...My Bloody Valentine - Good Charlotte
The worst possible thing is...Decaydance Lullaby - Panic At The Disco (Not Panic! They're the best D:)
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Oh dear, dear me...
I'm sorry for these rants but after texting an apology to this person and it being so rudely recieved I refuse to try anymore. I didn't even need to say sorry. I did nothing wrong. That's not me being unreasonable. Several people agree with me.
This girl has obviously never met a Farrell before. We specialise in our ability, when pushed, to stand up for ourselves and not put up with being treated worse than someone who killed a puppy!
I wont stand for it. I know I'm right! I will GLADLY admit when I'm wrong but I know I'm not. So tomorrow this "friend" will get freezed out. I am not an unreasonable person. I am a very kind person. I apologized for something that I didn't even do wrong, I am not a nasty person but don't bring a persons family into a fight, not cool.
I will not be mean...unless she is first. It may sound child-ish but this is what she has reduced me to. I mean baring in mind that all her "friends" hated her at the beginning of the year...well that says something. I was the one that convinced my friends to let her hang around with us so she wasn't all on her own. I am nice like that. I care for people. Perhaps I should bring that up tomorrow.
If she wants to ignore me then she can. If she wants to say things behind my back, she can. She may do as she wishes but I can't be pushed around, not anymore!
This is Farrell power for ya! ;D We are an awesome bunch of people. I get all ^ this from my dad. He wont be pushed around by anyone and neither shall I. I don't like trouble. I don't like being made an idiot of. I will not stand for it!
I feel there is more rant left in me so I'm going to keep going till the rant goes...prepare for a long ride ;)
I know I shouldn't get so annoyed but you should have heard some of the things she said! And in the end I am still young. I am still a "baby" as I was told by one of my older sisters and mum xD I can act like a child if I want. She doesn't belong at our school. And I'm sorry but...well you don't want to know what she was doing with her boyfriend while I was trying to sort everything out! I was disgusted that she then had the gaul to turn around to me and insinuate that I did nothing. It just...no. I will not stand for that!
I feel my ranting is slowing. I'm sure it'll swell again when I'm trying to get to sleep but I will deal with that at the time! I wont let her force me out of something I love! I wont.
Ok done. I'm done. This rant is done. I feel better! Now to tomorrow :S It'll be fine!
Bye! Poo!
x
This girl has obviously never met a Farrell before. We specialise in our ability, when pushed, to stand up for ourselves and not put up with being treated worse than someone who killed a puppy!
I wont stand for it. I know I'm right! I will GLADLY admit when I'm wrong but I know I'm not. So tomorrow this "friend" will get freezed out. I am not an unreasonable person. I am a very kind person. I apologized for something that I didn't even do wrong, I am not a nasty person but don't bring a persons family into a fight, not cool.
I will not be mean...unless she is first. It may sound child-ish but this is what she has reduced me to. I mean baring in mind that all her "friends" hated her at the beginning of the year...well that says something. I was the one that convinced my friends to let her hang around with us so she wasn't all on her own. I am nice like that. I care for people. Perhaps I should bring that up tomorrow.
If she wants to ignore me then she can. If she wants to say things behind my back, she can. She may do as she wishes but I can't be pushed around, not anymore!
This is Farrell power for ya! ;D We are an awesome bunch of people. I get all ^ this from my dad. He wont be pushed around by anyone and neither shall I. I don't like trouble. I don't like being made an idiot of. I will not stand for it!
I feel there is more rant left in me so I'm going to keep going till the rant goes...prepare for a long ride ;)
I know I shouldn't get so annoyed but you should have heard some of the things she said! And in the end I am still young. I am still a "baby" as I was told by one of my older sisters and mum xD I can act like a child if I want. She doesn't belong at our school. And I'm sorry but...well you don't want to know what she was doing with her boyfriend while I was trying to sort everything out! I was disgusted that she then had the gaul to turn around to me and insinuate that I did nothing. It just...no. I will not stand for that!
I feel my ranting is slowing. I'm sure it'll swell again when I'm trying to get to sleep but I will deal with that at the time! I wont let her force me out of something I love! I wont.
Ok done. I'm done. This rant is done. I feel better! Now to tomorrow :S It'll be fine!
Bye! Poo!
x
GAH!
Should a person really apologize for something they didn't do wrong? Hmm...NO! But alas I will apologize. Why? Because I am the BIGGER PERSON! I'm not a immature little douchebag! Because I am nice. Because I am too nice I am apologizing for something which I shouldn't be. To keep the peace. As always.
Then they'll think they were right which they aren't. But I've apologized and if she can't take that then fine. I'm fine. It's all good. She was never a good friend anyway...
I'm so sick of all of this tbh. Just because I'm nice people assume they can just say what they want to me. No. No you really can't. I wont answer back because it's not the right thing to do, because I'm too nice. Well I just don't care anymore. People can do as they please and think as they like. As long as the peace is kept right? I only have to put up with them for another 7 months. I can handle that. After that I'll be off on my own and get rid of this person. I give up so GAH! GAH! GAH! GAH!!
Then they'll think they were right which they aren't. But I've apologized and if she can't take that then fine. I'm fine. It's all good. She was never a good friend anyway...
I'm so sick of all of this tbh. Just because I'm nice people assume they can just say what they want to me. No. No you really can't. I wont answer back because it's not the right thing to do, because I'm too nice. Well I just don't care anymore. People can do as they please and think as they like. As long as the peace is kept right? I only have to put up with them for another 7 months. I can handle that. After that I'll be off on my own and get rid of this person. I give up so GAH! GAH! GAH! GAH!!
Monday, 18 October 2010
And so it begins...
The countdown that is! :D
3 days till Tap Dancing xD
35 days till Danger Days! :D
47 days till BIFFY CLYRO!!! :D :D :D!!!
3 months and 26 days till All Time Low! :D
Eeep!! Can't wait! :D
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3 days till Tap Dancing xD
35 days till Danger Days! :D
47 days till BIFFY CLYRO!!! :D :D :D!!!
3 months and 26 days till All Time Low! :D
Eeep!! Can't wait! :D
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